Travis is a man trapped in a woman’s body. He is also a good example of the effectiveness of psych meds. Outwardly when he first arrived at the halfway house where I volunteer, I thought he was female. He wears a tight spandex tank to conceal his breasts, and dresses and acts male. He refuses to be known in any way as a female, and prefers women sexually. Travis is not a lesbian, despite the fact that he is physically female. Travis is proof of mind over matter. He knew he was male at the age of 6 or 7 years, when he would pray to God to wake up as a little boy the next day. He fantasized that in the blink of an eye all his photos would change to male. But none of that ever happened.
And so at 23 years of age, he is bipolar, substance addicted and in many ways traumatized by his body. He reminds me of Chaz Bono. Despite all his challenges, on medication he is stable and goal oriented, and good company. We went to an NA meeting last night, and it was interesting. I am not sure I am an addict to anything, but I was there for Travis. All his peers in NA know him as a male. It’s amazing how the mind works. Just by choice and our frame of reference can we reimagine our entire gender. Makes me amazed at the power of the mind.